with you was amazing .
layingg down looking at the stars & talking about our future was greaat .
i love talking about our future , it makes me believe we will be together forever .
i lovee youu babyy<3 .
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it hurts so damn much when he said…
“fuck you marielaa”
when you said that to me i thought we were completely done with each other . & jus resending that over & over again it made me feel more like shit like you actually meant those words , who knows . jus reading that brought chills to my body & tears to my face . please don’t hurt me , my love for you is too damn strong . jus please stop doing this to me.
Aye nigguh,
What’s crackkaaa lackin foo lol.
Meily on this and guess what? I looove you bitch lol, kbye!
he means everything to me <3 .
mother’s day .
yesterday me & my dad got in a fight about how imaa end getting pregnant so im not talking to him right now ughh he got me madd he swears like im a stupid girl who doesnt know shit & i need money to buy my moms present :( ughh i think imaa jus to the mall right after school with my bf tomarrow to get her something . i hatee when youu need money buh your mad at your parents or whatever & your too embarrassed to ask .
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY anywayss .
8 month anniversary <3(:
soo todaay was a good day at school widd friends & my boyfriendd.
todaay me and brian made 8 months . time is going by so damn quick !
buhh yeaah wee madee plans to go to santee and the mall . so we met at the park got into a liddo arguement buh we worked it out like always <3 .
oh & me & downer jumped some asian chicks (linda & julia) lmao it was funny .
then me & braaaain left to mission valley on the trolley (: got there & there wasn’t shieet to watch errything was freakin sold out . so we went to go buy candy at target you know us lol then went to go eat at in-n-out (: got picked up theree by my dad . dropped off babe at his house so now im waiting for him too call me .
MOVIE NIGHT TOMARROW WIDD BABES ! <3(:
I HAVE THE BEST BF EVER !
so we baked these on sunday(: we as in; me jeny jas. jeny had to leave so she didnt get to decorate with us :( so as me and jasmin were making this.. i told her to make it crazy looking.. for mariela(: it was her birthday yesterday. she thought of this tower thing.. awesomee(: after we were done it was getting dark. so i asked my big bro if he can pick me up from jasmins house. so he came.. then on our way to my house the cupcakes fell! they fell on eachother though.. but fml man.. they were so beautiful :[ its okay though, mariela said she liked them(: i love you girl <3
each time we had sex from then on , i told myself that this was the closest you could get to a person , so close their breath becomes your own .
& when you think you have him at the end of the day reality hits & all you really have is yourself , rely on no one buh yourself.
done.
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Sometimes, I like venting to guys better than girls. Because with girls, sometimes they might have problems of their own & they end up bringing up their problems & your over there thinking “okay? i thought we were talking about me.” But with guys, they don’t care about anything, & sometimes they actually do give good advice.
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i really miss him…
today was freakin whacck :( . wanted to go to the movies widd brian buh he had to go to work :/ soo we jus went out to eat at mission valley . so i was widd him for whaat ? an hour. then he had to drop me off i got upset, kissed him goodbye & got out the car. now my whole day is ruined & boring :( erryone is out partying right now shieet gets me more mad lols . tomarrow should be good tho . baby is gunna meet my family over in coronaa (: excitedd .
we’ree cutteee (: <3
i love thiss chiccck. -meily.
